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<h1>25</h1>
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<p>Billy fell headlong when the man released the tight grip on his
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hair. He went sprawling past Danny, arms pinwheeling in a fruitless
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attempt to regain his balance. He made a little croaking noise and
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the fingers of his left hand caught at Doug's shirt, almost managed
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to grab it, but only skimmed the fabric. He fell with a thump that
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knocked his breath out in a whoosh, rolled and fetched up face down
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on the turf next to the stones around the fire. Another foot and
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he'd have caved his skull in on the smooth rock. Another two and
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he'd be face down in the hot embers of the fire. Doug instinctively
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moved to help him and then froze, half bent with his arms
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outreached. Very slowly he drew them back to his sides again and
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pulled himself back. He turned round even more slowly. Danny did
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not move.</p>
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<p>"Ahah," the man said and none of them knew whether he was just
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clearing his throat, though it sounded like the confirmation of
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preconceived suspicion.</p>
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<p>Corky broke the stillness. He walked past Doug and bent to get a
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hand under Billy's armpit. Tom took two steps back and helped him.
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Billy gasped for breath as he got to his feet, both hands clamped
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to his belly and his face slack with the effort and hurt. A streak
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of ash had glued itself to the tears on his cheek and smudged
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there, making him look as if he'd a black eye. On the other side,
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two straight lines of soot had striped the skin, like Indian brave
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war-paint. But at that moment looked less Indian and less brave
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than ever.</p>
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<p>"Well, well," the stranger said. Danny looked up a him and
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quickly looked away. Corky completely ignored the sound.</p>
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<p>"You okay Billy-O?" he asked quickly, voice hushed. He had one
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hand on Billy's shoulder, an unconscious and eloquent gesture of
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solidarity and support. His other was under Bill's elbow, steadying
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him. Billy swayed a little.</p>
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<p>"Yeah," he finally said in between gasps. "<em>Jeez.</em> That
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hurts."</p>
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<p>Tom, on the other side, equally unconsciously and quite
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unceremoniously brushed some dried bracken off Billy's shirt.</p>
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<p>"Thought you were diving into the fire there," Corky told him.
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"You were nearly a goner."</p>
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<p>Danny could only stand amazed at how calm Corky sounded. It was
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as if they'd just been wrestling on the short grass and somebody
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had got winded. Danny could sense the man's eyes taking in the
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whole scene.</p>
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<p><em>Yeah tho' I walk through the valley......</em></p>
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<p>Psalm 23, verse two. Danny knew it off by heart. He'd heard it a
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thousand times, one of his father's favourites, one of the many
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engraved on Danny's brain through endless repetition, like the Hail
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Mary's and Glory Be's of the tedious rosaries. And acts of
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contrition.</p>
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<p><em>I will fear no evil.</em></p>
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<p>They had stopped in the valley. The sun was shining and the lark
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was rising on a pillar of song in the warm air but there was a
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shadow now here beside the stream.</p>
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<p><em>Shadow of death....</em></p>
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<p>Danny felt it clearly. He had looked up at the man and seen his
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eyes, not twitching, not then, but taking in the scene, flat and
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soul-less as the eyes of a dead trout, as if they stared into
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infinity. All down the path, he had felt the bore of the gun aimed
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on his spine, all the time expecting it to blast out and break him.
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It hadn't happened, but Danny could sense the proximity of death
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and the casual mindlessness of the violence inside the man.</p>
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<p><em>I will fear no evil.</em></p>
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<p>He feared evil. Oh sweet Jesus! He very much feared it. An evil
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indifference radiated from the man who stood there, his shadow
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between Danny and the sun, long and black, the gun now held in
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folded arms, cradled as if it were a baby. He was indifferent for
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now, but how long that last before he switched back his attention,
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Danny could not guess. But it would change and then he'd focus on
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them.</p>
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<p><em>He makes me lie down in green pastures.</em></p>
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<p>He had made Billy lie down on the green, thrown him flat with a
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move of his hand. Billy stood there waiting for the next move. They
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all did.</p>
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<p>The man slowly swept his eyes round the clearing beside the
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stream.</p>
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<p><em>Dumb fry.</em></p>
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<p>It came out as a murmur, half strangled. They all heard it. It
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meant nothing, made no sense. He jerked his head to the side,
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cocked it again as if listening for something. Corky watched,
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keeping his expression flat, giving no cause for action or
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retribution. He'd taken a risk going to help Billy, but that had
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happened almost instinctively. A friend was down and hurt. He had
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moved without thinking. It was only now, afterwards, that he
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realised the man could have acted just as reflexively.</p>
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<p>The intruder was talking to himself. A bad sign. Billy was
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breathing heavily as if he couldn't control it and beside him, Tom
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looked tiny and fragile, one hand pressed against his crotch.</p>
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<p>"What do you want?" Corky finally said, hardly able to contain
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his own surprise that he'd found the nerve to speak.</p>
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<p>The man seemed not to have heard at all.</p>
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<p>"Mister?" Corky risked another venture.</p>
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<p>The man turned, not towards Corky, but towards the stream. The
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sun was shining over the lip of the valley, up high where the
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mudstone strata poked out under the line of the high moorland turf.
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The light beamed from the water in coruscating flashes.</p>
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<p>"<em>Dumb fry.</em> That right Conboy? <em>Only words they
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understand.</em> No souls. No damned souls."</p>
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<p>He stared at the water and they all stared at him, wondering
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what would come next. Doug's narrow chest was rising up and down
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and his ears were redly translucent in the sunlight. Danny watched
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the man and the gun, fearful that he'd simply turn from the stream
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and shoot. There was a tension in the air, a sense of unbalanced
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and brittle craziness. The man blinked and muttered to himself as
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if he'd completely forgotten them.</p>
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<p>Tom could wait no longer. The pressure was spreading over the
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top of his thighs and he thought again he's piss his pants and that
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was enough for him. He unzipped with a quick rasp, turned half
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around and let flow a stream. They all heard his instant sigh of
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sudden relief and then, just as instantly, the hiss of steam as the
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arc of bright water struck the hot rock. The stone steamed and a
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bubbling spot of urine sizzled on the stone sending up a sour hot
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billow. Tom stepped back, head jerking around to see if the noise
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had attracted the man's attention. In doing so, his body
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half-swivelled and he was still emptying his bladder. The motion
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caused him to spray a line right across Billy's scuffed shoe and
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under any other circumstances, such a lapse of judgement or aim
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would have merited him a rough knuckle on the scalp, or a head-lock
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or even a dead leg. Billy did not notice. His eyes were fixed on
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the man who stood with the gun cradled in his arms and his gaze
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looking down at the flashes on the surface of the water.</p>
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<p><em>Twitchy Eyes.</em></p>
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<p>Billy's mouth formed the words, though he made no sound, but
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they all heard him as if he'd shouted them at the top of his voice;
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all except Tom who was desperately trying to finish quickly to take
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any possible attention away from himself, yet found he had huge
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liquid reserves that kept coming and coming. The grass turned dark
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green with damp and then a puddle formed. For such a small person,
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he seemed to have a limitless supply. Everybody waited and finally
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Tom finished. He sighed audibly once again, zipped himself up and
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raised his eyes to look at the man.</p>
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<p>The stranger blinked rapidly, and as he did so his whole face
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contorted. Deep lines formed round his eyes and Danny could see it
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wasn't so much a blink. It was more like a rapid tic. A twitch.</p>
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<p>"What's he going to do?"</p>
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<p>Doug's whisper could barely be heard above the burbling of the
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steam but all of them caught it. Danny shrugged, hardly a movement
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at all, just there merest hitch of his shoulders.</p>
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<p>None of them knew what the man was going to do, but all of them
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knew they were in trouble.</p>
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<p><em>Twitchy Eyes</em>, Billy mouthed once more, and this time
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Tom read the message. Billy was not telling them, merely talking to
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himself, snagged on his awful comprehension. He had one had on his
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scalp, gingerly rubbing at the tender place which still felt as if
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his hair was being pulled out. His face was slack and dreadfully
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scared. His eyes were not fixed on the man at all, but focused
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somewhere in the distance. Corky nodded and so did Danny. Tom's
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eyebrows went up in question and then the recognition dawned in his
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eyes too.</p>
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<p>Beside the flashing water, the man's head was still twisted to
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the side. His coat was long and heavy, despite the heat of the day,
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and torn under the armpit and at the pocket as if too much weight
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had been put there. The hem hung right down to his calf, caked with
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dirt or mud and his boots were old and worn. One of them had a
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shark-mouth split where the sole was peeling away from the uppers
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and looked just like the boot they'd found up at the crater on the
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day they'd walked over the ridge and seen the devastation on the
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moor surrounding the ghost-shacks of the dummy village.</p>
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<p>"What if there's a foot in it?" Doug had asked, giggling. He
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wasn't giggling now. He remembered telling Billy if there was a
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foot in it he'd have shit himself. Billy hadn't denied it then. He
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looked now as if he couldn't force the air out hard enough to make
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a sound. There was an association here that had sparked yet
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another. The divers had found a boot in the pool down by the quarry
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and there had been a foot inside it. That had been when Crawford
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Rankine had been thrown off the quarry and cracked his skull on the
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rock.</p>
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<p><em>Twitchy Eyes...</em></p>
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<p>This man had done it. Doug felt a sudden swoop of panic shudder
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through him and his breath back up in his skinny chest until his
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lungs couldn't hold any more.</p>
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<p>He'd done it. Thrown Craw Rankine down from the ledge onto the
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flat rock and then he'd gone back and got Don Whalen and taken him
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away...<em>Oh Jeez...</em>suddenly Doug's lungs did want to work,
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tried to draw in more air and there was no more room. Everybody had
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heard what he did to Craw. He could feel his chest moving up and
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down while a heat of cramping pain started swelling under his
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armpits and he was making a sound like a distressed dog on a
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sweltering day.</p>
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<p>The man turned round, away from the water, but his eyes were
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still blinking hard, still <em>twitching,</em> though they were
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looking well over their heads and not directly at the five boys.
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Doug tried to stop panting, but his muscles would not obey. His
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chest heaved even faster, small, shallow and violent breaths that
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shook his body, made his shoulders jerk up and down. His face was
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deathly pale, the way Billy's had been and even his ears had lost
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their red glow. Corky heard the noise get louder and stared at him,
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shaking his head very slightly but firmly, keeping his eyes locked
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on Doug's. He did not have to say it, the way he had spoken on the
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way down the valley. If anything was going to happen, it could be
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now. They all sensed it. But the more Doug tried, the faster the
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panting got. The lines of rock striations on the valley sides began
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to waver as a loop of dizziness brought on by the hyperventilation
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swept through him. A dry heat built up in his arid throat. In the
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corner of his eye, shadows flickered and he felt as if he was going
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to faint.</p>
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<p>To his great surprise, Tom Tannahill stepped up beside him and
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grabbed him through his old vest, his small hand surprisingly
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strong. Tom gripped the fabric and a handful of skin and clutched
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so tight he felt something would rip. He just wanted Doug to stop
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panting.</p>
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<p>A stab of pain lanced across Doug's ribs, sore enough to
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momentarily divert his attention, A cry built up way down inside
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him and he clamped his gaping mouth shut to keep it in. He grunted
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softly.</p>
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<p>The man kept his eyes firmly on the distance, maybe on the sky
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or on the high valley sides where the scrub-alder and hazel mixed
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with the thick ferns. The gun gleamed, blue-black and shiny clean,
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a complete contrast to the raggedy stranger with his greasy hair
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and his gaping boot and the thick, sour smell from his coat. The
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real difference was that the gun could be put down on its butt end
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and it would hurt nobody by itself. This crazy man had a depth of
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hurt inside him, bursting to get out.</p>
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<p><em>Should have run</em>, Doug thought, <em>while I had the
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chance.</em> His lungs still hurt but the panic panting was over
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and the dark shadows had faded away from his peripheral vision. His
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ankle pulsed painfully yet and he new he could not run now if he
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wanted to. Billy was still mouthing the same two words over and
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over again as if the sudden comprehension had engraved themselves
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on his consciousness. Corky looked like a cat, all tensed up, ready
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to jump one way or another. Tom had his hand still gripped to
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Doug's vest, but not clenched into his skin, when the man finally
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lifted his hand and pointed at Billy.</p>
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<p>"You boy," he said, not yet looking down. "come over here to
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me."</p>
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<p>Billy looked as if he would faint on the spot. His mouth opened,
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closed, opened again. Everybody heard the dry click of his
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throat.</p>
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<p>"Mister..." Corky started in. The man turned his head towards
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him, eyes still fixed on the far distance, as if watching something
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happening elsewhere, maybe as if seeing visions. His hand was still
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raised up, fist tight and showing white knuckles. One long, thick
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finger was pointed straight at Billy's face.</p>
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<p>"I said, come here." The voice was low and rumbling, with a
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slight accent, maybe from the east coast, but it could have easily
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been from the north. It was not a local accent, no glottal stop, no
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truncation of the endings.</p>
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<p>Billy's mouth kept opening and closing as if he had strength
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enough to clench his teeth but not enough to hold his jaw tight.
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Doug started panting again and Tom gripped his skin once more until
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he subsided. Corky looked as if he might speak again, but the man's
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face was still towards him and he dared not risk it. Billy's feet
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moved him closer and Danny thought he looked like a rabbit faced
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with a stoat. He and Corky had seen that happening up on the
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moorland to Langcraig Hill, a stoat in autumn colours, dark and
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long with a jet black tip to its tail and eyes like beads of coal,
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weaving sinuous in front of a mesmerised rabbit which looked as if
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it had stopped breathing. The deadly predator swayed, up on its
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hind legs, body like a cobra, while the rabbit simply waited for
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the bite on the back of its skull, unable to escape. Billy was
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unable to escape. He took one slow step and the man's head turned
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and the black eyes fixed on him and in that moment Danny saw the
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stoat inside the man. His eyes had the same depths, and the same
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animal intensity. They bored into Billy and there was nothing the
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boy could do. He took another step, then another, walked across the
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turf from the edge of the fire to the edge of the stream. He got to
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within arm's reach and the man's arm simply dropped down and
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clapped on his shoulder with a soft thud. Billy did not faint,
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though Doug felt the strange nauseous wavering inside himself.</p>
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<p>Billy stood rigid, face up.</p>
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<p>They were fixed for maybe a minute in silence, joined by the
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man's reach.</p>
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<p>"You hear it boy?"</p>
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<p>"Hear....hear?"</p>
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<p>"You hear it, don't you?"</p>
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<p>"I don't know mister. I don't hear..."</p>
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<p>"Oh, you will then," the man said. He starred straight into
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Billy's eyes for another long moment and then turned his head,
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ignoring the others, until he faced the hollow by the gnarled
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hawthorn.</p>
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<p>"You'll see it too," he said, raising his hand off Billy's
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shoulder and holding it above his head before dropping it slowly,
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almost gently, to the dark hair. He patted first and then stroked
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down.</p>
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<p>"Hurt you boy?"</p>
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<p>Billy couldn't help but nod.</p>
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<p>"Part of the process. All part of it. No need to fret." His
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voice dropped almost to a whisper, but they could all hear it.</p>
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<p>"You see it boy. I know you do." He indicated to the hollow
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where the dead deer skull gnashed its teeth in a fixed and silent
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grind. The eye sockets were crawling with flies, masses of them,
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like a moving mat. The wasted nostrils, pulled back in flaps,
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showed a sliver of bone and a hollow dark space alongside the
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flaccid skin which moved with the abundance of maggots under the
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surface. The clogged eyes seemed to stare out of the shaded place.
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Above it, the imperious white skull of the ram on the pole was a
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stark ivory sculpture, white against the dark of the green, its
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eyes gaping and haunted and bracketed by the heavy ridged double
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curve of horns. Below them, the heron's severed head stared out,
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the delicate spear of the beak now shut, a useless and blunted
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weapon. Below it, the ragged neck had attracted its own swarm, but
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the yellow eye gazed blinklessly.</p>
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<p>The eye caught Danny's own and a feeling of guilt swamped him.
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He hadn't meant to kill the thing but it had died anyway, neck
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broken, graceless and flapping before the final shiver of severed
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nerves.</p>
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<p><em>It</em> did <em>bring bad luck,</em> he thought, aghast.
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Billy had cut off the head and the yellow eye had fixed itself
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accusingly on Danny, bright and glittering while the droplets of
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blood had sprinkled out onto the grass and onto Billy's skin. Danny
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had killed it and a cloud had shadowed the valley right then and it
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had felt completely wrong. Now the eye still stared, flat and
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lifeless and it felt worse now. The shadow was back in the valley
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in broad daylight, in the sultry burn of the noonday sun. They had
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fought last night, Billy and Doug telling each other terrible
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truths that should be better left unsaid and Corky telling truths
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that they all had to hear. More bad luck.</p>
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<p>And now the man had started to move and was walking Billy out
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beyond the camp to the hollow where he'd set up his trophies. The
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gun was casually slung over his free shoulder, barrels pointing at
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the sky. He ignored the other four as if they did not exist. They
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stood frozen while the man and boy moved out along the second trail
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made by Billy's feet trampling down the short ferns there at the
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edge of the clearing. The flies were faintly audible, a soft murmur
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of sound, like someone moaning softly in the hollow. It was no more
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than thirty yards away, far enough for the smell not to carry down
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to the campsite.</p>
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<p>The man led Billy ahead of him, the hand still laid on his head,
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but not twisting the hair now. He looked like a priest with an
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acolyte, with an altar boy. They got half way to the hollow when
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Corky slowly turned to Danny and whispered.</p>
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<p>"We've got to get out of here."</p>
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<p>"How?" Doug asked. "I've hurt my foot. Twisted my ankle."</p>
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<p>"What about Billy?" Tom wanted to know. "What's he going to do
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to him?"</p>
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<p>"It's that crazy guy, isn't it?" Danny said. He felt his own
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breath back up, as if his body didn't want to respond, to say those
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words. He compromised. "Him."</p>
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<p>"Twitchy Eyes," Doug hissed. Corky nodded.</p>
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<p>"Has to be him. That's why we've got to get out. Get help."</p>
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<p>"But he's got a gun."</p>
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<p>"Yeah, but he's not going to do anything right away, is he now?"
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Corky said. He waited until they had all digested that. "Not to all
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of us."</p>
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<p>Danny was astonished at Corky's grasp of this situation. Like
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he'd done the night before, he had cut to the heart of it, through
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the gristle and connective tissue and laid it all bare. What was
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worse? Reality brought its own added terrors. They had all heard
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the stories that had run around the playground, brushfires of truth
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and surmise, but mostly truth. A town like Levenford could hold no
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|
secret for long. Every detail of what the man with the twitchy eyes
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had done had been gone over and been picked at, by men in the bars;
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by women over teacups; by boys braving it down on the edges of
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Rough Drain warily listening for the passage of strangers; by
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little kids scaring each other in school. The starkness of what
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Corky said, spoken in just a whisper that would not have carried
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for four yards, had the impact of a scream.</p>
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<p>Mole Hopkirk had lain for a long time before he'd died, hurt and
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bleeding and alone and unable to call for help. Don Whalen had been
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carried away to the old bomb shelter in the scrub land where the
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old glue works had once stood down near the Highcross Road. The
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|
shelter had not been a place of refuge for him. The man had taken
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him down there and hurt him until he died beside the open-mouthed
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corpse of that girl from Lochend. And the killer had taken his time
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with Sandra Walters.</p>
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|
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<p>Corky was right. He would not do anything to them right away,
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not to all of them, not <em>right now</em>. But he would do
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|
something terrible if they didn't get away from here. The knowledge
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of who he was and what he had done was laid right on them by the
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bleak simplicity of Corky's statement.</p>
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|
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<p>Tom thought of the little kid under the bridge and was reminded
|
|
of the story he'd read to his sister in the last days, <em>Billy
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|
Goats Gruff</em> with the nightmare hiding in ambush under the dark
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arch. He felt his bladder complain again and he concentrated until
|
|
the protest faded. This man had killed the little girl under the
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bridge.</p>
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|
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<p>There was no doubt in any of their minds. They had seen the
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twitch. The man was big and - <em>oh jeesus please-us hug and
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|
squeeze us -</em> it was him all right and he was here. Tom felt a
|
|
ripple of intense fear shudder through him and he thought about
|
|
death again, not for the first time. He did not want to die like
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|
that girl under the bridge. He didn't want to die in his own
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|
piss.</p>
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|
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|
<p><em>My fault,</em> Danny thought, with the image of the heron
|
|
crashing to the ground, broken and twisted, one wing carrying it
|
|
round in stupid circles. He'd brought the bad luck. Everything had
|
|
started to go wrong for them after that.</p>
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|
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<p><em>And Billy had hung the head up.</em></p>
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|
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|
<p>Now Billy was paying the price. He had stained himself with the
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|
blood which had splashed from the ragged neck</p>
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|
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<p><em>And they marked the lintels with the blood so that the angel
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|
of death would pass over</em>. The line from the bible came back to
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|
him, unbidden. He'd thought of that when Billy had cut the head off
|
|
the bird, a <em>biblical</em> quotation. And the angel had not
|
|
passed over. He'd come as if summoned and he was quoting the bible,
|
|
a grotesque parody of Danny's own father. Danny shied away from the
|
|
connection. His head was buzzing under the pressure of sudden
|
|
overload. Corky's voice pulled him away and back to the here and
|
|
now.</p>
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|
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|
<p>"What's he doing?"</p>
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|
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|
<p>"Talking to Billy," Doug said. He was up on tip toes, using Tom
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|
as a leaning post. The stranger was half hidden behind the first
|
|
low clump of scrub. He leaned and put the gun against a flat face
|
|
of rock, butt down on the grass. For the first time, hope
|
|
swelled.</p>
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|
|
|
<p>Over by the hollow, the man was talking, not very loud at first,
|
|
but the words amplified by the hollow curve of the stone face. They
|
|
could just make out what he was saying. Billy could feel himself
|
|
shaking all through, as if he'd become a tuning fork. For some
|
|
reason his stomach kept twisting all of its own and that made him
|
|
belch constantly, little pockets of air bursting at the back of his
|
|
dry throat.</p>
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|
|
|
<p>"Hear them, eh?"</p>
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|
|
|
<p>"What?" Billy managed to blurt.</p>
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|
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|
<p>"The flies boy. Children of Be-elzebub, purifiers of the dead.
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|
In the midst of death, they are life. You hear them? They talk to
|
|
us all, those voices. You just need ears to hear."</p>
|
|
|
|
<p>The man brought his head down until his cheek was against
|
|
Billy's ear. He could smell his breath, flat and cloying and
|
|
rotten; he could smell his sour sweat. The man's beard bristles
|
|
rasped against the side of his face and Billy had no strength to
|
|
pull away.</p>
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|
|
|
<p>"Got to go down into the valley and out the other side. Come
|
|
through trials and tribulations to reach the great truth. You want
|
|
to make that journey boy? You want to listen to the voice of the
|
|
dead?"</p>
|
|
|
|
<p>"Crazy," Doug whispered. "He's off his flamin' head." Tom nodded
|
|
slowly.</p>
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|
|
|
<p>"We have to get out of here first chance," Corky said. "Soon as
|
|
we can."</p>
|
|
|
|
<p>"Can you get help?" Doug wanted to know. "I can't run. I twisted
|
|
my ankle." The bitter disappointment was etched on his face. If
|
|
anybody could have gone for help, gone quickly, it would always
|
|
have been him. That little stumble as he reached out to help Tom
|
|
had cost him his speed. Cost them all.</p>
|
|
|
|
<p>"I <em>have</em> to get help," Corky said. His eyes were fixed
|
|
on the enactment in the hollow by the old hawthorn. The man was
|
|
leaning over Billy now and for a moment, they could have been
|
|
father and son, both of them tall, though the stranger towered over
|
|
the boy, and both dark-haired and sallow of skin. Not the father
|
|
Billy would have wanted, not the hero.</p>
|
|
|
|
<p>"Watched you set this up, boy." The voice came, chilling in its
|
|
casual matter-of-fact flatness. Billy couldn't speak. The stranger
|
|
took the hand off his head and reached towards the deer's skull.
|
|
Immediately a cloud of black flies peeled off and into the air in
|
|
an angry little tornado. One of them landed on Billy's cheek, a big
|
|
fat blue thing. It edged down towards his mouth and he got a whiff
|
|
of the dead meat it had fed on.</p>
|
|
|
|
<p>"<em>Dung Fly,"</em> the man said. This time they all heard it.
|
|
"Conboy knew. He knew what they meant, Godless heathens. Am I
|
|
right?"</p>
|
|
|
|
<p>Billy nodded in quick response, though he hadn't a clue. None of
|
|
them had. Corky looked straight at Danny, his mouth set in a grim
|
|
line. They had both climbed up on the roof behind the old surgery
|
|
at Cairn House and had seen the flies patter like rain against the
|
|
window. They hadn't known then. They knew now.</p>
|
|
|
|
<p>"When?" Danny asked. Corky was about to say something when a
|
|
high-pitched squeal pierced the air, startling them all. The
|
|
stranger's head snapped up and he seemed to some out of that
|
|
dreamy, far-off state.</p>
|
|
|
|
<p>"What's that?" he asked sharply. Billy looked up at him, face
|
|
blank and open a picture of miserable bewilderment.</p>
|
|
|
|
<p>"I dunno," he finally managed.</p>
|
|
|
|
<p>Down at the bottom end of the clearing, where the low hazels
|
|
crowded together with some tangled blackthorns, the cry came again,
|
|
a squeal of pain or panic. The man moved backwards from the hollow,
|
|
leaving Billy on his own. He turned and walked not towards the
|
|
waiting group, but cut round the edge of the flat ground, head
|
|
cocked, the way it had been before, but this time obviously
|
|
listening for the noise. He reached the tent and skirted behind it.
|
|
The sound came again and this time Corky recognised it.</p>
|
|
|
|
<p>"It's a rabbit," he said. "Maybe one of the snares worked."</p>
|
|
|
|
<p>The man seemed to have forgotten about them for the moment. He
|
|
moved into the clump of blackthorn then beyond a thick hazel and
|
|
disappeared from sight. They all stood stock still. The gun was up
|
|
there at the rock, only yards from where Billy stood.</p>
|
|
|
|
<p>"Get it," Corky said between his teeth. He wanted to shout but
|
|
couldn't risk it. The man had gone into the scrub about thirty
|
|
yards away, but he was still closer to the gun than they were, or
|
|
so it seemed. Billy was only a few feet from it. He had half turned
|
|
towards them, but his whole attention was fixed on where the
|
|
stranger had gone.</p>
|
|
|
|
<p>"Billy!" Corky hissed. Doug turned round and did the same,
|
|
waving his hands for emphasis. None of them had the nerve to run to
|
|
the hollow, just in case that's what the man was waiting for. Down
|
|
in the cover the rabbit squeaked again, weaker now. They knew the
|
|
noose would be caught on its cheeks and it would be trying to force
|
|
itself free, drawing the fishing line snare tighter with every
|
|
move. If it had been round its neck, the pressure would have
|
|
strangled the sound.</p>
|
|
|
|
<p>"Billy," Danny gesticulated too. "Get it. Get the gun!" His
|
|
uncle Mick had let him fire a few shots down on the whale's back
|
|
sandbank on the estuary. They didn't even have to fire it at all,
|
|
just threaten. Twitchy Eyes might be crazy, but he couldn't be so
|
|
crazy he would ignore a gun threat.</p>
|
|
|
|
<p><em>But too crazy for Billy to risk going for the
|
|
gun...</em></p>
|
|
|
|
<p>Danny's legs twitched, as if they wanted to get started, get
|
|
moving, as if he was already running for it. Something inside of
|
|
him wanted to see the barrel pressed up against the man's throat,
|
|
to get revenge for the dreadful sensation of fear that had swamped
|
|
himself when he had felt them aimed at his spine, ready to cut him
|
|
in half.</p>
|
|
|
|
<p>The noise cut off. For a moment there was silence.</p>
|
|
|
|
<p>"Billy!" Tom hissed. Billy's attention was still fixed on the
|
|
spot where the man had gone into the rough. Once again he looked
|
|
like the rabbit mesmerised by the stoat. Off in the cover the other
|
|
trapped rabbit had stopped crying.</p>
|
|
|
|
<p>Corky took two steps back. His head swung left and right,
|
|
gauging the distance to the gun, to the stream. His hands balled
|
|
into thick, tense fists and of a sudden his eyes glinted like
|
|
emeralds.</p>
|
|
|
|
<p>"Wha..." Doug started to ask. Corky forestalled him.</p>
|
|
|
|
<p>"I got a chance," was all he said. He swivelled round to
|
|
estimate the climb to the top of the rim, shook his head, crouched
|
|
like a runner waiting for the gun, hands spread for balance. It was
|
|
a high steep slope and the loose, shifting gravel would slow him.
|
|
Both Danny and Doug could see that. The agony of indecision
|
|
stretched out for what seemed like a long time, but must have been
|
|
only seconds. He shook his head again, making the decision.</p>
|
|
|
|
<p>"I'll come back," he sad. "Honest. Try to..." he did not finish.
|
|
Out in the scrub beyond the campsite, a low thudding sound punched
|
|
out. Because of the dense foliage of fern and alder, none of them
|
|
could say from what direction it came. It was enough, however, to
|
|
galvanise Corky. He gambled on a downstream run. Despite his
|
|
previous misgivings about being taken down into the trees - and
|
|
they had been real fears - he worked out the best option. It was a
|
|
downhill sprint, following the cow-track beside the stream, that
|
|
would give him the advantage of speed. It was on the other side of
|
|
the campsite from where the gun was, so even in if the man came
|
|
blundering back and reached for it, he could easily be two turns of
|
|
the stream ahead and out of the line of fire. If he reached the
|
|
trees, they would give extra cover. He could hide in the shadow,
|
|
use the shade and cover to get up to the edge of the valley and get
|
|
down to the town. It was a <em>chance</em>. There was a good chance
|
|
that the man would come after him and that would give the others
|
|
the opportunity to scatter and the more of them that got away, that
|
|
would give anybody else a better hope. Corky was only thirteen
|
|
years old, but he had a bright instinct for odds and chances,
|
|
honed, possibly by the years of sliding between his violent father
|
|
and his loony brother.</p>
|
|
|
|
<p>He spun, leapt over the smouldering fire and hit the ground on
|
|
the other side. He went down the slope like a hare, arms flashing,
|
|
feet thrumming, racing along the bank.</p>
|
|
|
|
<p>Doom-doom-<em>doom.</em> Corky passed the overhang where the
|
|
stream had dug under the edge and the noise of his passing echoed
|
|
back to them. Hope leapt in Danny's chest. His heart did the same,
|
|
beating so fast he could actually feel its pressure high up under
|
|
his throat.</p>
|
|
|
|
<p>"Run for it, Corky," Doug muttered to himself, to the three of
|
|
them. "<em>Go on, man</em>."</p>
|
|
|
|
<p>Corky made it down to the next pool. He skittered across the
|
|
stones where the stream narrowed at the tight bend and then ran
|
|
back across the shallows beyond, sending up a fine spray that
|
|
caught the sun and made a series of brilliant rainbows. He reached
|
|
the turn, grabbed on to the upright trunk of a slender sapling to
|
|
propel himself round the corner.</p>
|
|
|
|
<p>The man came right out of the bushes at the side of the
|
|
clearing.</p>
|
|
|
|
<p>For an instant Danny thought the big charging shape was a
|
|
highland cow that had been startled by the sudden motion until he
|
|
recognised the size and shape. The man came streaking out, almost
|
|
silent but for a couple of twigs that crackled underfoot.</p>
|
|
|
|
<p>"Oh fuck," Doug said emptily.</p>
|
|
|
|
<p>The man had been further downstream that they had realised. They
|
|
could have got to the gun if they'd known.</p>
|
|
|
|
<p>Corky caught the motion out of the corner of his eye. They all
|
|
saw that. The black shape came streaking out of the bushes. Corky's
|
|
face turned and one hand went up in a reflex protective action. He
|
|
swerved to the side, too late, for he was hemmed in now by the
|
|
steep valley side and had no room for manoeuvre. He tried to run
|
|
faster, reached the flat turf at the edge of the stream, got one
|
|
foot onto the shingle at the bottom end of the pool and the man
|
|
lashed out with his foot and caught him a savage blow right on the
|
|
hip.</p>
|
|
|
|
<p>They all heard the dreadful smacking sound as the toe of the
|
|
boot connected. It sounded exactly like the noise they'd made when
|
|
they swung the thick logs on the stones to break them into
|
|
firewood. Corky made a sound that did not sound exactly human. The
|
|
force of the blow knocked him right up into the air, legs twisting
|
|
from under him. He flew in a low arc and landed on the shingle with
|
|
another loud thud, scattering small stones as he ploughed into
|
|
them.</p>
|
|
|
|
<p>"Jesus," Doug said.</p>
|
|
|
|
<p>Down by the pool Corky tried to get to his feet. They could see
|
|
his left leg dig in at the shingle in a desperate attempt to raise
|
|
himself up again and propel himself further down the valley, but
|
|
his right leg was not moving at the same speed. A cry of pain or
|
|
desperation or bitter defeat escaped him and came echoing up to
|
|
where they stood. He got to the edge of the water, his left hand
|
|
scattering shingle into the pool. The man took a step forward and
|
|
kicked his backside. The blow wasn't as violent as the first one
|
|
had been, and obviously wasn't even intended to be.</p>
|
|
|
|
<p>Corky lurched forward, off balance. His hand skidded out from
|
|
under, making his body flop at the edge of the shallows. The
|
|
stranger took another step and put his boot on the small of Corky's
|
|
back.</p>
|
|
|
|
<p>"Jesus," Doug mouthed again. They had all moved forward, all
|
|
except Billy, unable to stop themselves, getting to the lip at the
|
|
edge of the slope, unable to draw their eyes away from what was
|
|
happening further down the valley. The man leaned forward and
|
|
Corky's arms thrashed in the water.</p>
|
|
|
|
<p>"He'll drown," Tom said in a shivery little bleat of panic.</p>
|
|
|
|
<p>Corky's head went under the water. It wasn't deep, maybe three
|
|
of four inches, but with the weight of the man himself pressing
|
|
down on him, driving him into the shale, it was deep enough. He
|
|
raised his head up from the water, but hands splashing furiously,
|
|
waving to get some purchase and once again sending up coruscating
|
|
prism colours. He tried to pull himself from under but there was
|
|
nothing to hold on to. His head flopped down and they all heard him
|
|
gasp and splutter under the water.</p>
|
|
|
|
<p>"He's killing him," Tom said, almost in a whimper.</p>
|
|
|
|
<p>Corky yelled frantically as he exhaled, managing to lift his
|
|
mouth and nose clear for an instant, just enough to haul in a
|
|
breath. It was an inarticulate sound of no words but the
|
|
desperation in it was clear and stabbed them all.</p>
|
|
|
|
<p>Danny was moving. He did not remember starting to move, or even
|
|
deciding to do it. The animal sound Corky had made simply released
|
|
something in him and before he knew it he was down the slope and
|
|
belting along the track. Somebody shouted behind him and the sound
|
|
seemed to draw itself out like warm toffee. It might have been Doug
|
|
or Tom for Billy was probably still paralysed up by the altar of
|
|
the skulls. Danny ran over the stones, travelling in a straight
|
|
line the way Corky had done, then across the shallows at the first
|
|
pool before he even realised what was happening and by that time
|
|
everything was moving too fast including himself. Corky's head was
|
|
down again and all of his limbs were thrashing about. The stranger
|
|
was laughing or saying something. Unbelievably, he had a rabbit in
|
|
his hand, about half grown, still alive and kicking, trying to
|
|
squirm away much as Corky was doing. Danny was too far committed
|
|
now, moving too quickly to turn round and tell Doug to get the gun.
|
|
He would have cursed to himself if there had been time, because he
|
|
should have got the gun and come down and shot the man but all he'd
|
|
heard was that animal sound, a deadly noise of a drowning boy and
|
|
inside Danny something had clicked like a thrown switch; like a
|
|
pulled trigger. He'd got a vision of Paulie Degman rolling over in
|
|
the water and the sick feeling of proximity to death came welling
|
|
up in him and all of a sudden, he had no choice at all.</p>
|
|
|
|
<p>He splashed across the shallows of the upper pool, down the
|
|
slope to the second, across the narrow part of the falls and landed
|
|
with a thump on the shingle, scattering an arc of stones much as
|
|
Corky had done when he fell. His momentum carried him forward, feet
|
|
pattering through the few inches of water. Behind him somebody was
|
|
screaming and he couldn't tell who it was. He skidded forward,
|
|
barked against the man's right leg and almost fell. Despite the
|
|
speed of the collision, the man hadn't even moved. Danny felt as if
|
|
he'd run smack into a tree. He bounced, body twisting, feet
|
|
skidding, but did not stop. He simply grabbed Corky's ankle, got
|
|
his other hand to it, felt the powerful and desperate kick as his
|
|
friend fought for air, fought for life, and dragged backwards. For
|
|
a fraction of a second, nothing happened and then Corky jerked
|
|
back, only a few inches, but enough to get his head clear of the
|
|
water. His face scraped across the shingles, still pressed down on
|
|
the ground. He hauled for breath, a great whoop of suction, coughed
|
|
violently, retched, then whooped again. The man took his foot off
|
|
his back and Danny's weight pulled Corky even further back from the
|
|
water.</p>
|
|
|
|
<p>Danny fell on his backside, suddenly numbed by the enormity of
|
|
what had happened. A loop of nausea bubbled up inside him, burning
|
|
the back of his throat, then subsided without any conscious
|
|
assistance. He started to get to his feet when the man's shadow
|
|
fell on him.</p>
|
|
|
|
<p>"The earth trembled and it quaked," he said, very slowly and
|
|
clearly, almost dreamily. "They trembled because he was angry."</p>
|
|
|
|
<p>A hand reached down and took Danny by the neck, lifting him to
|
|
his feet in one swift, smooth motion. He felt something creak in
|
|
under the grip and a twist of pain shot from one side to the other
|
|
at the back of his skull. His feet came almost clear of the ground,
|
|
the way Billy's had done when the man grabbed his hair. The fingers
|
|
squeezed, not monstrously but enough to get the impression of great
|
|
and irresistible strength. Danny remembered thinking he should
|
|
shout to Doug or Tom to get the gun, but he was too scared to even
|
|
open his mouth.</p>
|
|
|
|
<p>"Suffer little children to come unto me," the man said. He
|
|
twisted Danny around and forced his head back so that he could look
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right into his eyes. He bent forward, blotting out the blue of the
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sky and locked on to Danny. The black eyes in that dark and seamed
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face seemed to expand by some alchemy. They fixed on Danny, black
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as night and held him tight. They were so dark that no pupil could
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be seen, only the depth of blackness, like holes. He leaned in
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close and the sour, unwashed smell enveloped Danny. The man was
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dirty and he was mad. The eyes held him, completely expressionless,
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not angry, not even mad-looking and that was creepiest of all.
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Danny was up on his tip-toes, while this man stared right into his
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soul with those black searchlights, leaning forward like a hungry
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animal.</p>
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<p>"He's going to eat me..." a panicked and jittery thought bubbled
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up. <em>He bites people. Oh man he eats people...."</em></p>
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<p>"Don't hurt him," Corky pleaded. He'd been coughing the water
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out of his throat when the man had turned and grabbed Danny. He
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lurched to his feet, biting down on the augur of pain that drilled
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right high on his hip where the blow had almost dislocated the
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joint. His leg was numb and stiff, like the worst dead-leg he'd
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ever had and everything from mid-thigh down was jittering and
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jiving of its own volition. He hauled himself upright and now he
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could see his friend caught by the neck and the raggedy man was
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bending over him. Corky pushed in, trying to get himself between
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Danny and the intruder. He was scared, dreadfully scared but he
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knew Danny had come for him and he had to go for Danny.</p>
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<p>"Let him go, mister," he bawled, reaching up to grab the arm
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that had Danny by the neck. Danny was making little croaking sounds
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while the black, and for once blinkless eyes, seared into him.
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Corky dragged downwards, trying at least to get Danny's feet flat
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on the ground, just in case the man shook him and broke his neck.
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For some reason, the motion broke the connection. The man blinked
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once, as if coming awake, swivelled his head to look at Corky.</p>
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<p>"What?"</p>
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<p>"I said let him go," Corky said.</p>
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<p>Without a word the man held up the rabbit by its hind legs. It
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jiggled there, trapped in his grip, making little reflexive running
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motions. Its brown eyes rolled in the sockets. A tiny pink tongue,
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like that of a new-born baby lolled softly.</p>
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<p>Without warning the man jerked his hand. The animal swung in a
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brief arc and came down with whipping force. Its head connected
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with Corky's cow's-lick hairline at the top of his brow. There was
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a wet crunch. A metallic smell misted the air. A red stain pulped
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across Corky's head. He fell to the ground, landing on his backside
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with such a force that his teeth snapped together hard enough for
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Danny to hear. The man had lowered Danny's feet to the grass and
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the grip on his neck eased considerably. He twisted just enough to
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see what was happening. Corky was slipping backwards, eyes open,
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but with a wide bloodied mark right across his head. He grunted and
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it was the most deadly sound Danny had ever heard. It was an animal
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sound, mindless and helpless. It was the kind of sound the Aberdeen
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Angus bullocks made down in the slaughterhouse pens when the
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malletmen fired the bolt into their brains and they dropped,
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stumbling to the tiles with a grunt of expelled air, dead before
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they fell.</p>
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<p>Corky made that awful animal noise.</p>
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<p>Both his hands were on the ground. He rolled slowly and lay
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flat.</p>
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<p><em>He's killed him. Oh!</em></p>
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<p>Horror and shock wheeled right through Danny.</p>
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<p>It had happened with such brutal force, such unexpected speed. A
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whip and a crack and Corky was down. The enormity of it was still
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trying to impinge itself on Danny's mind when Corky suddenly moved.
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He jerked, much as the man had done, as if coming awake. Both hands
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flew up to his head and dabbed gingerly. He blinked several times
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and then he moaned, not loud, but the way someone does when they've
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bumped their head or barked their shin. He winced as he did so. His
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hands came away bloodied and Danny expected him to find bits of
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skull and bone there too, at that part where his skull had been
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caved in.</p>
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<p>Corky face twisted into an expression of disgust and he rubbed
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gingerly again at his scalp. Danny turned back, completely
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bewildered and saw the rabbit swinging in the man's hand. Its head
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was a red ruin. The little animal's skull was flattened and pulped
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and a trail of blood dribbled from the nose that had been twitching
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only seconds before. It was stone dead.</p>
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