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CHAPTER F IFTEEN
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There was a click in my head, and I was back again. But when I’d
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picked up that piece of smooth volcanic glass, it was as if I’d walked
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through that door into summer, taking the short route, a seven-
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league step right back to childhood.
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I had iiown back to then. I was there. Small and skinny, with
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Colin and Barbara, the original one and onlies. The image was so
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clear I could feel the grass under my feet, and smell the clover and
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hear the gurgling of that clear stream in the valley. Where had
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Kitty MacBeth found the stone? It was the same one, I was sure.
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Twenty years had passed, and there must have been many polished
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spearhead, lying under the dirt for people to dig up or turn up with
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their ploughs in this place that was steeped in human history since
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the dawn of time. There must have been others that were like it.
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But this stone from Kitty’s box wasn’t like it. Not merely similar,
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crafted in the same simple fashion.
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Something in me knew that this was the same stone. The one
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that the huge man with the wise eyes and the raggedy skins had
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come in a dream to give. This was our stone. Our magic stone.
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It was the one and only.
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I sat and felt its smoothness, warm and hard where it picked up
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the heat of my hand and radiated it back to me. More than twenty
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years later, I was getting some sort of pre-cognition, a feeling of
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foreboding. Prescience is a terrific facility in hindsight. Everybody
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gets the occasional feeling of deja vu: Jimmy Allison had a feeling
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that a Bad Summer was creeping up on Arden. The monsignor in
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the seminary, the old soldier turned crusader, had the feeling too.
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Kitty MacBeth went much further. She named the beast. The Cu
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Saeng. The ravener, the dweller under the roots, an old earth god
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that the people had brought into the world to iight their tights. Cu
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Saeng, trapped between the earth and what lay underneath it by
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chants and magics and powerful boundaries.
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Yes, Kitty MacBeth knew a thing or two, and as I held that
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smooth black stone in my hand the juggernaut, the engine of
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death, was rolling towards Arden, and it hitched up into a higher
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gear, gaining speed all the way.
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Kitty MacBeth, Catriona O’Mac Connor MacBeatha, the last of
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the Sons of Conchobar and the Sons of Life, whose people had
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been in this place since forever, died in the cottage hospital. She
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never regained full consciousness since the time she’d told me to go
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and find her box. Doctor Bell, the resident who ran the two small
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wards, could do nothing for her at all, except pump in antibiotics
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and vitamins. Kitty just burned up with a fever that he couldn’t
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identify despite the tests for bacteria and virus. There was no real
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reason, he told me, why she should have died, but she did, and that
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was that.
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The nurse on the ward, a round and ruddy—faced smiling girl,
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told me that she’d been there at her desk, working on her notes
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under the swan-neck night-light, when the old woman had cried
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out in her delirium.
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The girl had got up from her seat and gone to the bedside. Kitty
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was lying on her bed, heat radiating from her body and her head
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twisting spasmodically from side to side.
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‘She kept asking me who sang,’ the nurse said. ‘ "Who sang?" all
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the time. I told here there was nobody singing and that she must
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have been dreaming. Then she grabbed at my wrist, really tight. So
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hard I had a bruise the next day.’
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The nurse unconsciously rubbed her hand over her arm.
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‘But she kept on asking me. Then she opened her eyes and
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looked right at me, but I don’t think she saw me at all. "Who sang is
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here," she said. And then her eyes just closed. She seemed to go
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back to sleep, but about an hour or so later I went back to check on
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her and she had slipped away. I’m sorry.’
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I thanked the nurse and went out of the hospital into the bright
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sunlight. From the front steps, I could see past the houses on the
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other side of the street and across Westbay to the firth. I felt a sense
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of grievous loss that I couldn’t explain. I jammed my hands into the
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pockets of my jeans and went down the steps, blinking hard to hold
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back the upwelling. Big boys don’t cry. The little boy in me, the
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one who had been evoked when he held Kitty’s black stone, felt he
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must.
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The harvest festival came a week later, four days after Kitty
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MacBeth’s quiet funeral in the little cemetery between the north
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side of the Milligs and the wood at the hill that led to Upper Arden.
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This was where the old parish church had stood until the fire of the
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reformation. The walls were a jumble of rocks, but the churchyard
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remained inside the dry—stone walls. Kitty’s grave went unmarked
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as yet, but I ordered a polished granite. It would be another four
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weeks or so before the stone was cut and put in place, so Kitty went
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into an unmarked grave for the moment, but it was a grave that she
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herself had owned, according to the parish clerk.
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I had expected a quiet funeral. After all, Kitty had no family,
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and what friends did the old woman have here in Arden?
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So I was gratiiied — and surprised — when I followed the hearse
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from the little undertaker’s parlour and saw a line of cars following
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on behind. Jimmy Allison stood beside me at the graveyard, still a
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bit red-eyed and snufiling from the cold or flu that had sat on him
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for these past days. The major was there too, saying farewell to his
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fellow nature·lover. The monsignor came and, along with the
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Reverend McCluskie who ran the parish from the opposition, said
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a few quiet words over the grave. But what really surprised me was
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the number of the townswomen who came to the funeral. Women
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from Milligs and Westbay and even a few from Upper Arden.
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Wearing black hats and veils, young and old, they must have
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represented every household in the town. What had Kitty
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MacBeth been to them? The old witch-woman from the point, with
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her lotions and her potions, and her reading of the tea-leaves.
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I don’t know why the women came, but as I stood there and
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watched them crowd into the little cemetery I remembered what
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the old woman had told me about the time when I was born. ‘
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‘I know you were conceived on the night of the equinox in forty
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nine. I know that because I knew your mother,’ she had said,
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cradling her mug of hot tea and smiling mischievously at me. What,
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I wondered, had she done for my mother, that would give her that
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knowledge?
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And what had she done, over the years, that these women would
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leave their kitchens and their washing and their shopping to come
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to her funeral?
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Summer stuck with us, promising a typical festival of sunlight and
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song. All around the area, the farmers were harvesting their corn
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and barley in the yellow helds. Up at the seminary, the big red
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combine had been out all week with hardly a break, razing the
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stalks and leaving a stubbly beard that the iield squads burned.
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Now, at this time, unknown to anybody, the priests were reaping
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something that they had not sown in the wide fields that were
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bordered by their close-clipped hawthorn and privet hedgerows.
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They had planted in the spring on the red rich earth that they had
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turned over with their ploughs, and fed with the great heaps of
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manure that they swept out daily from the milking sheds. All
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organic, truly self-sufficient. A lesson in ecology. The priests were
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the masters of husbandry on the land that they had cared for since
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the time of Kentigern and Columba. Not for them the modern
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wonders of insecticides and chemical fertilisers. They did it their
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own way, the old way.
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Good strong corn, they planted, not too tall that it would bend
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and break in the rains that never came. Thick, heavy ears of corn
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that threshed easily and made the best wholemeal bread with its
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light frosting of flour on top. Good corn.
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But not just good corn. Sometime in that summer, on one of the
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breezes that came and eddied around Arden, something drifted in
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and settled. Tiny almost infinitely microscopic spores came down
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in an invisible mist when the winds dropped. It landed on the grass
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and died; on the potato crops and just dissolved.
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But on the corn at the seminary, the spores landed and found
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somewhere they could live and grow. And when they had grown,
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they spored, and those spores repeated the process. On the other
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farms, where the crops were sprayed with the polyglot protection
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from ICI, that killed the bugs and the threadworm and mildew and
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fungus, the spores were wiped out. But up at the seminary, the old
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way, the best way, held sway. The light fungus that grew from the
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spores was a thin dusting of yellow on the ears of corn, and nobody
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noticed it until the doctor, who had puzzled over Kitty MacBeth’s
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death, finally put some of the fungus under his microscope. He had
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reasons for doing so, but the fact that there was reason meant it was
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too late to do very much about it.
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The fungus was ergot, a strange, primitive parasite of wheat and
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corn, known all over the world for its effects on the human psyche,
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on the consciousness of man.
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Why it grew in Arden, nobody knows, for certain.
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But I now believe that this was yet another in the string of
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coincidences that were not coincidences.
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Kitty MacBeth’s last words, the nurse had said, were ‘Who
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sang?’ That’s what they had sounded like, but that’s not what she
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had said.
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The old woman had warned right to the last: ‘Cu Saeng. Cu
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Saeng is here.’
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And if anything had brought the ergot and its madness to Arden,
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it was that stirring power.
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The first to feel the effects was Father Byrne, a short, swarthy
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priest, the one who had shown us with pride around his mill where
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the water from the well had turned the wheel that had made the
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heavy wooden machinery creak and groan and turn the big
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millstones rasping on each other to trickle out the stream of flour.
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The Kilmalid Burn, with its extra load of water from the
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dammed—up runnel at the new road, splashed over the top of the
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wheel and the flour poured out. The red—faced little priest hefted
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his sacks and the open cart came and took them away, some for
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distribution to some of the local bakeries, and some to the
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bakehouse that was tagged on to the seminary. Father Byrne toiled
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for two days with breaks only to eat and sleep, and say his breviary
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and kneel for the Angelus. The mill ground wheat for most of the
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local farms on a contract basis, and was in operation almost all the
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year round, but the seminary’s own grain was milled in one
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operation, almost from the first cut of the combine harvester. In
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the two days he breathed in flour dust and his face was caked,
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ghostlike, by the time he swung the doors on the mill at night.
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On the third night Father Byrne was not surprised at all to be
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speaking to his mother as he ran through his inventory in the little
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upstairs storeroom that also served as his office. He had buried her
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thirty years before, and his voice cracked with grief as he recited
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the Latin, despite his knowledge that his dear devout mother was
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almost certainly in the bosom of the Lord at that instant, and
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looking down joyously and kindly over her son. But there she was,
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dressed in her long black skirt and cotton blouse, the way she had
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been when she had bathed him as a little boy. Father Byrne was not ·
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surprised at all. He had a long conversation with his mother, and
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then she went away again, her skirt trailing on the dry boards, and
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Father Byrne went back to his ledger and wrote away for some
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time. In the morning, when he did not appear for early mass, or
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breakfast, and was not found in his room, there was some minor
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alarm, and someone was sent to the mill. They found him, still
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writing in his ledger, but none of the writing was legible, or could
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even be described as handwriting. Father Byrne had studiously
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covered every single page of the thick lined book with doodles and
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drawings and squiggly lines. They took him away from the book
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and he cried a little and called for his mummy, and they gave him a
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sedative and put him to bed in the infirmary.
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Obviously, Father Byrne was overworked. The harvest had
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taken its toll on him, they said. He’d be as right as rain in a day or
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two.
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