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<h2>24</h2>
<p>&#8220;Oh she looked a lot older than this wee lassie,&#8221;
Mrs Cosgrove said, looking at Helen through the thick lenses which
made her eyes seem huge and staring. She stoked the coal fire in
the front room of her little cottage in Barloan Habour where Ginny
Marsden had stayed. Both the old woman and Helen Lamont were
ignorant of the fact that Mrs Cosgrove had already crossed the long
and sinuous trail of this affair many years before, as a friend of
Greta Simon back before the war years.</p>
<p>&#8220;And she didn&#8217;t look well, the poor soul,&#8221; she
quavered. &#8220;If it had been back in the war, I would have said
she was sick with consumption. There wasn&#8217;t so much as a pick
of meat on her bones.&#8221;</p>
<p>The description mirrored Nina Galt&#8217;s observations and
Helen wondered just what was it that Ginny Marsden had that could
transform her from the healthy and fit girl on the video into the
seemingly emaciated, much older woman that people perceived. Since
the first time she had entered Heather McDougall&#8217;s house she
had experienced that strange and disturbing prescience, a sense of
foreboding. Now that feeling was magnified and getting stronger all
the time. Whatever Ginny Marsden had, she did not want to
contract.</p>
<p>And David, adding his own weight to the old policeman&#8217;s
years of obsession, had almost convinced her of the sinister
connection. He had told her, in the early hours of the morning that
the baby was probably some kind of mutant, though what kind of
mutant he couldn&#8217;t even speculate.</p>
<p>They had fallen into each others arms again, both of them tired
and yet strangely excited by the new, menacing overlay to their
investigation, and in the night she had whimpered as she clutched
at him, powerfully desperate for his strength, matching him motion
by motion, thrust for thrust, carried on an irresistible wave of
her own drive and her own need</p>
<p>Sometime in the dark and cold hours of the morning, she too had
woken from a dream on which a wasp had stung her and laid a grub in
the pit of her belly and it was eating her from within. She had
jerked awake, trembling with fear, disoriented in the unfamiliar
shadows of his room, with a burning acid pain twisting under her
breastbone. It slowly died away and she lay back, listening to the
sound of David&#8217;s breathing, pressing herself close to him for
warmth and protection against the images in the dark. The fear
diminished, but it did not go away.</p>
<p>It was with her still, faint yet insistent, the next morning, a
sense of prescience that she could not shake. She had experienced
tickles of forewarning before, just snags of hunch. Now, there was
something deeper. She did not know how or why he knew that, but a
part of her she did not even comprehend recognised the approach of
danger. The odd, exposed feeling remained with her when she got the
call back from the bank. Celia Barker had contacted them first
thing on the morning, authorising them to give CID any information
they needed. From the description she had of Ginny Marsden&#8217;s
condition, Helen had not expected her to make a withdrawal from a
hole in the wall auto-teller, but she had thought back to the image
of Heather McDougall on video, dying, maybe even clinically dead
yet still crawling towards her baby and she wondered. Even as that
thought struck her she knew that she had crossed a threshold. She
had stepped from the world of the rational, to a dimension where
the inconceivable could actually be considered possible.</p>
<p>She wondered if Ginny Marsden was lactating now to feed her
baby.</p>
<p>&#8220;She&#8217;s in Barloan Harbour,&#8221; she said
excitedly, turning round as she out the receiver down. &#8220;She
made a withdrawal two days ago.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;I know that place,&#8221; David said. &#8220;It&#8217;s
just a village. I used to fish on the canal and take pictures of
kingfishers when I was a kid. It&#8217;s not a big place, so if
she&#8217;d there we&#8217;ll find her.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;And it&#8217;s between Kirkland and here,&#8221; Helen
said. &#8220;It&#8217;s on the same train line as Lochend, where
Greta Simon came from. Ginny must have got the train, but she got
off after a few stops instead of coming back into the
city.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;When was the withdrawal?&#8221; David wanted to know. His
face fell when she told him it was Christmas Eve. The girl had had
plenty of time to move on, but they wouldn&#8217;t know until they
had checked it out. They got to the village in less than half an
hour and by the time they turned at the bridge over the canal and
down to the small station, clouds were beginning to gather,
billowing up the estuary, promising a dank and dismal rain or a
heavy fall of snow. The harbour here, where the waterway that
meandered through the city emptied itself into the old river, was
old and weathered and at this time of the year, there were few
signs of life apart from a pair of mallard ducks in the broken
reeds. Further along the waterway, the same canal that looped
through the parkland close to June&#8217;s apartment, was lined
with old and gaudily painted narrowboats. They all looked deserted
and empty and one or two were slumped on their sides in thick
patches of weed. David took a minute to reclaim childhood memories
of birdwatching here where the fresh water met the tidal brack,
attracting waders in their thousands, marsh harriers and herons. He
remembered this place in sunshine and summer warmth. Now it was
cold and bitter and somehow empty.</p>
<p>The railway angled past the canal harbour and under the arches
there was a little restaurant where he&#8217;d once taken June. It
was closed now, possibly for the winter, maybe for ever. There was
little passing trade in a place like this. Most of the village was
to the north of the canal, and further away from the flat where the
old locks held back the water, the land rose up to the Langmuir
Hills where the heath and bracken covered slopes were powdered with
snow. This had been a good place to come as a child, back then,
armed with a fishing rod and a camera and no complications.</p>
<p>In less than an hour after they arrived, he and Helen, they had
got the first clue in the corner shop where a thin, birdlike woman
with hungry, gossip&#8217;s eyes recognised the girl from her coat
in the photograph, told them she had bought a pound of minced beef
and had gone up the Loanhead Road.</p>
<p>&#8220;It&#8217;s a dead end,&#8221; she said.
&#8220;She&#8217;ll be in one of the houses there. They take in
lodgers, most of them.&#8221;</p>
<p>In five minutes, old Mrs Cosgrove was making tea.</p>
<p>&#8220;And her pram&#8217;s out the back,&#8221; she said.
&#8220;I couldn&#8217;t believe she would have left it, but she
must have just taken the baby and gone.&#8221; There was a faint,
familiar smell in the old woman&#8217;s house, hardly traceable,
but enough of a taint to make them both recognise it. Ginny Marsden
had been here. The baby had been here.</p>
<p>The old lady told them she hadn&#8217;t smelled anything, but
she said there had been a bloodstain on the sheets and she&#8217;d
had to wash them in bleach. &#8220;I don&#8217;t think the poor
girl was all there,&#8221; she said, tapping her temple.
&#8220;Maybe she&#8217;d one of those unfortunates they&#8217;re
putting out of hospital and back into the community. It&#8217;s a
terrible shame. Maybe she&#8217;d gone back to somewhere she
knows?&#8221;</p>
<p>They had some tea, strong and welcome against the increasing
cold in the air when they left the cottage knowing they had picked
up Ginny Marsden&#8217;s trail, hoping they could find it
again.</p>
<p>&#8220;Where now?&#8221; Helen asked. He shrugged. The trail,
first hot, could go cold. The pram left few clues, for it had been
out in the cold since boxing day and had only been discovered that
morning. Even the blanket was hoared with frost. They went towards
the car and David was just about to put the key in the lock when a
white patrol car came labouring up the road. David held his hand
up, motioning it to stop. The local policeman seemed irritated at
the delay until David showed him his warrant card.</p>
<p>The young man, who looked too thin for his shirt collar which
gaped over a prominent Adam&#8217;s apple hadn&#8217;t seen the
girl in the picture, but he&#8217;d been in bed with a cold since
Christmas Eve. This was his first day out since and he maintained
his belief that he should have stayed under the blankets. David
thanked him and was about to move away when, for no particular
reason, he asked the local cop where he was going.</p>
<p>&#8220;Up to the Middle Loan farm,&#8221; he said. &#8220;Got a
call to check out the Park&#8217;s place. They&#8217;re not
answering the phone. Their in-laws have been trying to get them for
a couple off days. Lucky buggers have probably flown out to
Barbados and away from this bloody winter.&#8221;</p>
<p>He went driving up the road and they got in the car. David
started the engine, thinking.</p>
<p>&#8220;Do you think we should...?&#8221; they both asked at
exactly the same moment. Another coincidence. A cold and clammy
sensation caressed Helen&#8217;s mind. Without another word, David
put his foot down and followed the patrol car.</p>
<p>The policeman had stopped at the gate on Jack Park&#8217;s home
straight when they caught up with him.</p>
<p>&#8220;This is the worst thing about working out in the
sticks,&#8221; he said. &#8220;You spend more time opening and
closing these things than anything else. That and rounding up the
livestock when people forget to close them.&#8221; His name, he
told them, was Jimmy Mulgrew. He&#8217;d been in Barloan Harbour
for three miserable months of winter and out of the warmth of the
car, he looked as if the wind blowing up the estuary would knock
him down. His nose was scarlet with the cold and raw from rubbing
with tissues.</p>
<p>&#8220;Jackie Park and his wife Kate.&#8221; He dropped his
voice. &#8220;She&#8217;s a looker. Big girl, but classy.&#8221;
David gave him a man&#8217;s look which said he got the drift.
&#8220;Had a kid a few weeks ago and they were staying home for
Santa Claus and then going to visit her parents yesterday.
They&#8217;re not answering the phone. He does a lot of travelling,
so maybe he&#8217;s stuck somewhere. There was a hell of a fall of
snow over the borders in the past couple of days. The sergeant
asked me to have a look, just for the record.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;We thought we&#8217;d give you a hand,&#8221; David told
him, and that was fair enough with the local man. He was a city
boy, not at home with the big shambling cattle on farms, not quite
ready to believe they weren&#8217;t ready to kick and rear and
maybe bite and gore.</p>
<p>&#8220;Don&#8217;t see smoke from the chimney,&#8221; Helen
said. The cold and troubling shiver that had gone through her had
left her with a quiver of inexplicable apprehension.</p>
<p><em>Something wrong.</em></p>
<p>Even she did not know how many times that mental warning had
flared in other people&#8217;s minds. All she knew was that, quite
unaccountably, this didn&#8217;t <em>feel</em> right.</p>
<p><em>Something wrong.</em> David Harper could sense the
wrongness, though he did not know why. An instinct had made him
follow the patrol car, an instinct that had no foundation in
reason, yet...<em>yet...</em></p>
<p>It was Christmas time. Up here, they&#8217;d have log fires and
there would be smoke. Over by the whitewashed edge of an outhouse
he could see the stack of wood piled on the lee side out of the
wind. There would be smoke on a day like this. <em>Something
wrong.</em> David was no city boy. He&#8217;d spent his childhood
up the hills, helping on farms, taking his wildlife shots.
Something was not quite right here. He knew it, not just in the
strange and threatening sense of foreboding, but in his rational
mind too.</p>
<p>The farm was silent. Dead silent.</p>
<p>Down in the woods a pheasant hawked, tin on stone, jarring the
air. Up on the moor a hawk bleated, high and plaintive, a strange
contradiction between hunter and prey. In the farm, no animal made
a sound. The hairs on David&#8217;s arms went walkabout again.
Jimmy Mulgrew heard nothing and did not realise that was
extraordinary. There were no cattle lowing, no dogs barking. That
was not necessarily odd, though almost any approach to a farm will
get a response from the guardian dogs.</p>
<p>Even more peculiar, there was not a sound of poultry. Chickens
did not have the sense to stay silent. A cockerel did not have the
ability to stop proclaiming its territory. Yet there were no sounds
of either. As Mulgrew closed the gate with a rattling clang, David
looked over the cropped hedge and into the field beyond. A pigeon
loft, one of the old fashioned ones that might have braved the
storms of centuries stood squat in the middle of the field. Beside
it, scattered around its stone bulk, light shapes fluttered in the
gathering wind.</p>
<p>David held up a hand to shield his eyes from the watery glare
reflecting from the snowclouds but he already knew what the shapes
were. A flock of dead pigeons lay on the short grass, their hapless
wings fluttered by the impending storm. The sensation of cold
expectation swelled. He waited until Mulgrew got back into the
patrol car before following on, a small convoy moving slowly along
Jack Park&#8217;s home straight.</p>
<p>&#8220;Something&#8217;s not right,&#8221; Helen said;.
&#8220;But I don&#8217;t know what it is.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;You got the second sight?&#8221; he asked, trying to make
it light, but he could sense it too, though he didn&#8217;t know
what it was or how he could sense danger. &#8220;As the cavalry
say, it&#8217;s too quiet. It <em>is</em> too quiet. There&#8217;s
no sound at all, and that&#8217;s unnatural.&#8221;</p>
<p>They drew round the corner, in the gap between byre and barn,
turned sharp to negotiate the space, and found themselves in the
small courtyard. Helen turned in her seat and pointed to the gaping
door of the garage. A Range Rover stood next to a small Volkswagen.
Two cars. The jeep&#8217;s door was wide open.</p>
<p>&#8220;Wonder how many they&#8217;ve got,&#8221; Helen said.
Both of them knew this just didn&#8217;t look right.</p>
<hr />
<p><em>He heard their approach.</em></p>
<p>It was a faint vibration at first then a rumble in the air. It
stretched its perceptions and an instant panic flared when it felt
something familiar.</p>
<p>They were both coming now.</p>
<p>It woke the mother with a hard, brutal twist of thought while
its glands pumped up reflexively. It forced itself to be still,
listening, now fully alert after the miasma of the shedding. He had
pushed and squeezed, expanding and contracting until the split had
widened down his back and then he had laboriously freed himself
from the dry sheath. A breeze had carried the discarded, papery
skin away across the field as soon as the mother had opened the
door. It had flipped over, that translucent, fragile image of his
former self, tattered and torn, shrivelling in the cold as the wind
scraped it over the far thornbush hedge. He had taken a while to
rest, but now he was fully awake. The mother moaned, coughed
huskily until he forced her to stop. The gate clanged, the same
sound he had heard before, when he had taken the mother. Now there
was a new threat and his survival instinct kicked in hard.</p>
<p>With another wrench he had forced her to absolute stillness. He
could feel the thud of her heart magnified in the hollow of her
ribs and he could perceive its liquid rush in the veins of her
breasts. The skin there was dry and scabbed where he had fed
hungrily, draining this one even more rapidly than he had drained
the last.</p>
<p>Up here it was dark and for the moment he was safe.</p>
<p>But they were coming. <em>She</em> was coming, and the peculiar
hunger, the different hunger tried to swamp his wariness. Tyres
rumbled on the cobbles, making the building shiver. The smell of
dead chickens filtered up, an oily smell on the dusty air. He sat
perfectly still, his great eyes closed, sensing outwards.</p>
<hr />
<p>Helen felt the touch again, registered the sensation she had
experienced before and for a bewildering moment her vision
swam.</p>
<p>&#8220;All right?&#8221; David asked. He too felt his nerves
tensed up. Jimmy Mulgrew was whistling. If he had seen the two cars
in the garage, he made no mention. Helen nodded in silent response,
clamping her jaw to keep her teeth from chattering. Her skin felt
as if it was trying to shrink on her. For some reason, a flare of
discomfort pulsed in her breasts and her nipples scraped against
her brassiere. Instantly she recalled the sensation in the hostel.
David came round beside her.</p>
<p>&#8220;It doesn&#8217;t sound right, not even a starling or a
sparrow.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;You&#8217;re right. There&#8217;s no sound at all,&#8221;
she agreed. &#8220;That&#8217;s weird.&#8221;</p>
<p>Over by the chicken coop, a small whirl of air spun a handful of
white feathers in a will o&#8217; the wisp circle. Over by the
farmhouse proper, beside the angle of the porch, a white heap lay
on the cobblestones. At first it looked like a dead sheep. All
three walked forward, Jimmy Mulgrew huddled against the cold, his
keys jangling beside his cuffs. For all of ten seconds they stood
and looked down at the dead dogs, and the now black pool of
congealed blood. It was clear that one had bitten the other. They
were frozen in their bizarre embrace.</p>
<p>&#8220;What the fuck...?&#8221; Jimmy asked, he looked at Helen
and apologised with his eyes. She hadn&#8217;t even heard him. Her
heart was revving up now, pounding harder and faster. Her breath
was shallower and for a reason she could understand, but not put
into words, she wanted to be out of there, driving fast down the
hill from the farm, and looking in her mirror to make sure nothing
was racing after her.</p>
<p>The alien touch slid on the surface of her thoughts and a
shudder of nausea ran through her.</p>
<p>David went quickly to the front door, eyes flicking from window
to window for the merest hint of movement. Of a sudden he felt
dreadfully exposed. Anyone could be watching them and he
didn&#8217;t even have a baton with him, though he could see Jimmy
Mulgrew carried his night-stick. It was still on the loop of his
belt and in a flash of uncharacteristic contempt, David thought the
village constable was a congenital idiot.</p>
<p>They got to the door, David taking natural command of the
situation, pushing the younger man to the side, away from possible
danger. Anything could come through the door, an axe, a bullet. He
stood away from the direct front, tried the handle. It turned
without any resistance. The door opened.</p>
<p>The smell of blood came billowing out, cold and familiar,
carried on the sickly smell of death.</p>
<p>His heart blagged against his ribs. The knowledge of complete
vulnerability was right up there at the forefront. Adrenaline
socked into his bloodstream in the instant preparation for fight or
flight, made his leg muscles tremble. His throat tried to swallow
the excess of saliva. Behind him he could hear Helen&#8217;s harsh
breathing, accentuated now in his heightened senses. Jimmy Mulgrew
started to say something and David jabbed him with the edge of his
hand.</p>
<p>Very slowly, very silently, his whole body now hypernaturally
aware, he edged inside, motioning them to stay back. If someone
came round the corner of the hall, pointing a shotgun at him, he
could throw himself to the floor. Maybe he could. Silence and speed
were his best weapons in this situation, he knew. A very reasonable
part of his mind told him to get the hell out of here <em>right
now.</em> Another part told him that people here could be in danger
if they were not already dead. He could smell the death in the air.
He got to the end, closing his mind to the sickly smell. There was
no buzzing of flies, not at this time of the year, but the house
had not quite frozen. He reached the end of the corridor, turned,
flattening himself against the wall. A door lay wide open.</p>
<p>David eased round the threshold and saw the dark splash on the
wall. He held his breath, succeeded only in making his heart pound
a deafening pulse in his ears. He exhaled slowly, drew his eyes
down and looked into the eyeless sockets of Jack Park.</p>
<hr />
<p>Kate Park awoke cold and shivering, her skin almost blue with
the cold, trying to scream but unable to make a sound. There was no
sensation in her toes and her mouth tasted of blood. She wondered
if she had bitten her tongue. She came clawing up from the pits of
hell where her dreams replayed the catapulting body of her husband
over and over again. She saw him slam against the wall, saw the
spade spin away, tumbling in slow motion while Jack turned,
twisting in an ungainly pirouette, his hands disappearing in
fragments.</p>
<p><em>Kate it&#8217;s...Kate it&#8217;s...Kate it&#8217;s</em>
...his voice echoed in its own mantra, the words repeated over and
over and over in her head as if an endless loop was running in her
brain, unable to switch off. She had come awake on that black surge
of unendurable horror, still seeing him, spin away and then hearing
his voice overlaid by the dreadful sucking sounds the baby had
made.</p>
<p><em>Monster.</em> The core of her own self recognised it and
repeated Ginny Marsden&#8217;s mental shriek. It had been at the
cot, at the crib. It had sucked there and she had done nothing
because the baby, the baby <em>devil</em> had captured her.</p>
<p>It had fed on her and it had fed on them all. In the fog of
shock and mental paralysis, she had seen its red, glassy eyes blink
once, and then it had turned from her and crawled across the room,
its image wavering and blurring and then it had sucked at the still
twitching body that had been Jack Park, the husband who had tried
to save her, who had put the baby inside her. It had slobbered and
sucked and then it had come back to her, the mental bonds tight and
unyielding. Over by the wall, Jack&#8217;s mouth was open and his
eyes were mere shadows. The dark hollows stared accusingly at her
and she knew again she was damned forever.</p>
<p>Now she was here in the cold and the dark, in the musty confines
of the back barn where they had stored the hay before the new barn
was built. It smelled of mice, though not one sound could be heard.
It smelled of bird shit and old hay and the dried out carcasses of
long-dead rats. She had moved once, only taking the narrow stairs
in the early morning when it was still cold, to get a drink of
water from the trough at the corner of the wall, sucking up the icy
drink with her face almost submerged while the baby, a greater
weight now, clung tight to her, dangling like a long, thin
monkey.</p>
<p>It had changed in the night. She had heard the grunt and strain
of the thing and for a little while, the mental connections sparked
and fizzled and she was almost herself again. Without warning she
came tumbling out of its control, back into the real and awful
world where she could suddenly think.</p>
<p>For a ghastly, unbearable moment, everything came flooding back
to her, all of it, every movement, every noise. The sounds of the
dogs and the horses and the cattle and her own husband slamming in
a thudded crunch against the wall. She heard again the gobbling
mucous sound form the cot and knew that everything in her life was
gone. It was dark in the old loft. A few stray rays of moonlight
came through the holes where a few slates had come loose, solid
silver rods in the dusty air. The thing was close</p>
<p><em>not a baby it&#8217;s a fucking devil.</em> She did not know
that she was only repeating Ginny Marsden&#8217;s desperate
protest. She did not know that the emaciated, skeletal thing that
had been Ginny Marsden was lying stiff and frozen less than twenty
yards away, feasted on by a horde of rats, the only creatures which
had survived the proximity of the thing.</p>
<p>The beast was a black and twisting shadow, roiling on the floor
close to the angle of the roof where the cobwebbed beams sloped
down to the flat. It grunted, though the sound wasn&#8217;t quite a
grunt, more of a hollow and flaccid gulping noise. It was like
nothing she had ever heard. She knew, right then, that this was
something like nothing else on earth. This was something that
should never have existed in this world.</p>
<p>She turned, almost able to hear the protest in her joints. It
was squirming there, making an effort. Its mental pulses swelled,
flickering randomly on the surface of her own mind, unfocussed
little jolts of energy. It was concentrating on its escape. In the
dark shadow, she could hear ripping sounds, but the motion was oily
black, shadow upon shadow.</p>
<p>Yet she was free. Everything in her life was gone and Kate Park
had no intention of running now. There was nothing for her to gain.
All she could think of was that the thing had to be destroyed. She
moved, rolling away on the rough boards, getting towards the hatch.
She reached the edge of the rickety stair and did not hesitate.
Down she went, on hands and backside, like a disjointed crab. She
got halfway down when she heard it scuttle above her, heard it howl
its silent, cerebral shriek.</p>
<p>Down at the bottom she turned. It came scuttling like a spider,
still making the hollow sound and sending dreadful commanding
pulses at her. Its anger and rage sizzled ahead of it reaching out
towards her. From its hind legs trailed a whispery translucence
that for a moment looked like crumpled old polythene sheeting. She
turned away from it, lurching towards the wall. An old pitchfork,
one that hadn&#8217;t been used since before Jack had been a boy,
was stuck into the soft and rotted wood of the walls. She grabbed
it without hesitation. It came out with a singing vibration,
humming as she spun it round. The beast came at her, its red eyes
glaring poisonously. She hefted the shaft, raising the curved
tines. It jinked to the side, its edges blurring and wavering again
as it pushed its thoughts at her. She leaned into the thrust,
snagged the papery trailing flutter which merely ripped away with
the sound of dry leaves.</p>
<p>The ghostly thing whipped round, a pale image of the monster
floating upwards. It snagged her attention for a fraction of a
second. The black and rippling thing scuttled under the prongs,
came for her, snatched at her coat. She gasped, turned to face it,
trying to get the pitchfork down onto it. She lunged hard again. It
blared its command into her and a huge and glassy pain exploded in
her head. Her eyes went blind in that instant and her whole body
convulsed under the force, as if an enormous electrical charge had
gone right through her. The fork came down, twisting with the
motion of her body. The spike slammed down onto her foot, stabbed
through the skin and flesh, bored between the bones of her toes and
continued through the sole of her shoe and down into the soft earth
of the bottom barn.</p>
<p>The little monster scrambled up her coat, fingers scrabbling at
her skin, got close enough to fix on her and snatched her mind just
as the hurt of the stabbing reached her brain. It probed, touched
and pushed. Kate&#8217;s muscles contracted again, sufficient to
pull the pitchfork from her foot. A distant scrape of pain
accompanied the motion. The implement dropped to the dry muck where
her blood was now mingling with the shit of long dead cattle. It
held her there, her whole body vibrating with the power of its
seizing, unable to move a limb. After a while, it made her walk to
the door, keeping to the side of the building, and made her drink
until her belly was hugely distended. She could not refuse.</p>
<p>When she had opened the door, the ghostly white thing had
tumbled away, drawn out in the draught of air. It had looked like a
ghost. It had looked like her worst nightmare.</p>
<p>Much later, in the dark of night, she crouched in the cold,
waiting for the next thing to happen. At her breast, the baby
mewled, now heavier than before, now grown more. Pains creaked out
in her joints and every beat of her heart gave her an odd,
wrenching discomfort. Her gums bled and her back ached and the
pounding between her temples made it hard to see in the dim
light.</p>
<p>She could do nothing but watch and wait while the baby drained
her and would not let her die. Day and night passed. All she took
was water. It fed like a glutton.</p>
<p>When the sounds came, sounds of the approaching cars, she did
not hear them. She sat still as stone in the shadow of the barn
until the baby roused her and made her move.</p>
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